16.01.2011
Weather: Gloomy, cold and grey (it's kind of dark outside so my chinese eyes can't see far but meh)
Weather = COMPLETE REFLECTION OF HOW I FEEL T_T
ALLOW it when like your k-pop bias goes and bloody depresses you! ¬¬
GRRRRRRR especially when you know that the girl is like plastic. 100% plastic. You probably can't find a humanly like sign to her! AND THERE'S NOT ONLY ONE SLAG. THERE'S LIKE 547385328537539657826578346578635836 >:0
I'm actually like physically distraught. >__<
I want to rip off all my b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l pictures of him that I have on my wall of him ¬¬. But like MEHHHHHHHHH. ¬¬
My left arm feels numb now. IT'S ACTUALLY SCARING ME. D:
Like it is numb.. but not numb.. and extremely painful when I move it >__<
Maybe it's because I've been a super lazy bum all day >:] <3
I basically woke up after some AMAZING 11 hour sleep and watched Cinderella's Sister until about 7? And then came online and kinda skipped revision >:] KEKEKEKEKEKEKE *smugface*
BUT I have done two exams. Only 3 to go... THREE. ARGHHHHHHH ¬¬ KILL ME. I could literally jump off a cliff. Note to self: REVISE REVISE REVISE. ¬¬
AISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *sighs*
Why is life so complicated for?
Why do ALL good things come to an end for? >_<
My best friend D is in a confused state at the moment. Nothing I can do will ever make her feel as special as this boy she likes did. I'm sure she will find someone else one day.. Someone more suited for her? Someone who will love her to pieces. Someone who will never ever let another tear drop from her eyes. I sincerely hope she finds this special person because she completely deserves this magical happy ever after.
This boy was so special to her.. SHE SPOKE NOTHING BUT OF HIM! ¬_¬ my poor ear drums had to go through some TOBY boot camp... *insert the-jordan-palmer-face*
Now he's acting like a complete DOUCHE. When I say "douche" I mean douche. Not the shower as the french would say... LOL GEDDIT?!??! My jokes are HEEEEEE-LARIOUS! ^___^ but yes. That boy needs a super slap. A super punch. A super ninja kick. A TOE UP THE YOU-KNOW-WHAT. >:0
But to be frank, I know she will definitely find someone. Someone special. She's such a beautiful child. LOL I SOUND LIKE A LESBIAN PAEDO but don't worry. I'm neither. LOL. ^__^
SO if Baby Jesus/God/Gandhi/Buddha/Chinese God you are listening or reading this blog.. PLEASE PROTECT MY YEOBO! Thanks ^__^ I will be good :D HONEST. <3
Hmmmmmmmm I have school tomorrow. BLEURGHHHHHHHHHHHH. I can't believe it's Monday already.. CAN'T THE WEEKEND COME QUICKER!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
AND I HATE UCAS.
NO OFFERS. NO NOTHING. AISH, CRIES. CRIES. HELP.
PLEASE GIVE ME SOME OFFERS. PRETTY PLEASE?!?!?! :(
I'm going now. To sleep. ¬¬ To die. DIE CHOI MINHO. ¬¬ bish.
<3
