I had the biggest butterflies today when I saw you had replied.
I actually genuinely couldn't process the fact that YOU had replied.
I had some massive like girly moment where I just panicked to D!
I hate how I can't think like "normal" with you. FUDGE YOU.
You didn't say anything that had an explosive nature...
It was just a simple reply. Yet it made my heart flutter.
What is wrong with me? Surely it's not just a "OMGILIKEYOU" is it? >.<
What am I doing? Clearly going down some difficult route.
But like a part of me wants to be there for you...
I want to be there for you when you're feeling down, or when it's getting tough at work, or if it's because you haven't had a good nights sleep, or whether because you've had to be the most mature one for your siblings...
You can tell me anything... I'll listen... >.<"
I know I'm basically choosing to walk some unknown path that will probably hurt me... but it's something I'm willing to do..
