Well.. Wow.. What can I say? It really kicked in today.. My stupidity and "devotion" that I have towards you... Am I that dumb and blinded by your love that I chose to ignore how much of a bitch you are?
I guess what was said was true. If you wanted to speak to me, surely you already would have. I guess I'm not worth it. To you I must have just been a fling. Nothing important to you. Just a nobody. Someone you don't even want to be friends with. We did have our fun didn't we? I gave you my all, yet all I got was my own stupidity back.
I know you will be leaving in the next few days and I won't be forcing my way to see you before you go. If we are destined to see each other.. I will see you before you go. If not, it will be goodbye forever.
No more awkward eye contact. No more awkward situations. No more mind fuck.
I guess we are what we are now because this is our fate. I won't regret not talking to you because there is no point in being truthful now is there? You will be fucking off anyway. I think the time has come to put a full stop to our story. An ending. Goodbye Duarte. You were my first love and I wish you all the best. I loved you and you will always be in my heart.