It's already May. Fuck me. You leave this month. Don't leave me please. Knowing that you're so close to me but I can't see you already kills me. I want to confess everything to you. I don't want to regret it. But I'm just not brave enough. I'm not smart or pretty or interesting enough to deserve you.. That's why I'm afraid of even telling you how much I like you. Stupidly enough though, I sit on my fat ass and wait for you to come to me. I stupidly wish that I can see you. I stupidly wish that when I look up from the ground, your face will be there smiling at me. I stupidly hope we can share a bed every night until you leave... I want you to feel the same as I do. But you seem to be this massive jerk who doesn't even make the effort. 보고싶어. 사랑해요 내 커피우유~