I feel like so lonely nowadays. Everyone seems to be coupling up and hooking up with people they like. The only person that I have eyes for turns out to be a total jerk. One that can't even come apologise for being a complete dick to me. 

You are the one I want to spend my long summer days with. Of course I enjoy messing about with your housemates and my best friend, but it isn't the same without you. You make my dorky smile shine brighter and you make my dimples appear deeper. You really can make me smile. I thought you were coming to apologise to me with flowers.. Turns out you were just taking them to decorate your room. Disappointing much. I guess I was a bitch when I completely ignored you the other day. But you have to understand how hurt I was by what you did. You didn't exactly do much to help yourself either. 

Your birthday is coming up soon and even though I know you won't be here to celebrate it, I want to wish you a happy birthday in person. I remember we weren't talking on my birthday either. Why are we are we retardedly stupid like this? Well even though it's supposed to be your birthday, I'm going to be greedy and take your birthday wish. This is my last wish. I just hope we can end up where we belong before you leave. Together enjoying each other's company. Smiling and laughing together. Sharing more memories together. Maybe sharing food together so that I'm not alone again eating my meal-for-one. We could feed each other like how we did with our McDonald's and then we can cuddle and snuggle up together without any care in the world. Just let me be selfish this one more time. Please. The first and last I will ask of you.