Wednesday, 17 March 2010

bye...

oppa uve known me for all my life
uve watched me grow up
weve had some good times some bad times
now ur gone i dano what to say...
WHY ARE U SUCH A DICK TO MUM
WHY DO U HAVE TO FIGHT WITH PEOPLE N THEN LEAVE?
why do u smoke n take meph?
where did the brother who used to love me go?
okay fine ur 18 now BUT FUCK THAT UR STILL MY BROTHER. BLOOD RELATED WHEREVER U GO.
i dont even know y im crying
uve been such a noob but u know i still love u. mum loves u. dad loves u. robert loves u. please comeback to see us please. just one glimpse will do.
i really hope this was the best choice for u even though in my head it isnt...
please learn to be good. get a freaking job u lazy shit. stop smoking before u get properly addicted n dont take meph please im begging u i dont want to lose u nemore than i already have.
i cant believe the last meal i ever had with u was on mothers day. ur breaking mums heart do u know that???? i cant believe the last time i see u for a while is today.... 17.03.2010 please come home.
be careful its such a beast of a world out there
please stay safe
i hope one day we can meet again.. <3
saranghaeyo
i love u
bye for now <3
alaine <3 xxx