i swear theres something wrong with me. i get jealous at the littlest things in life. it actually annoys me but i cant help it. i wish i could.
i cant believe that im such a bad friend.
i actually am.
not only to one friend but two.
two of the closest ppl i have around me.
I CANT BELIEVE IT.
i wanna slap myself and i want to like kill myself.
but im just making excuses for myself.
whats wrong with me.
aish. fml. y cant i just change. instead of sitting here crying to myself.
i guess im just not as nice as i thought i was...
