07.06.11
Weather: Cloudy with patches of sunshine…
ARGHHHHHHHHHH. So stressed. DUDE. I need a shrink. I’m not even going to lie. BLEURGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Blob doesn’t help either. ¬__¬
At the moment, I’m like one of the little men you get from those cartoons who have that curly like frustrated hair, with HUGE eyebrows that are frowning so much that they touch and eyes that could fire lasers and zap everything in its way! And not to forget how my nostrils are literally puffing out smoke! =__=”
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I.CAN’T. BLOODY. DEAL. WITH. THIS.
GAH. I give up. ¬¬ I surrender! I’m holding up my white flag. Stop torturing me now please?
How can so much happen in one measly week?! WHY?! =__=”
Exams… I HOPE YOU DIE.
Family issues… PLEASE can you guys just fix it?
Friends… Why are we just going round in circles? BAHHHHHHHHHHHH
And… FUDGE U BT. But before you go fudge yourself… PLEASE GIVE ME INTERNET! And well SCREW YOU t-mobile. ¬__¬ Bare charging me for no reason and for leaving me minuteless. I can’t even call anyone to vent out my anger!
I’m listening to Chihiro Onitsuka – Gekkou atm (I only know this song through when SHINee’s Taemin sang it at their Japanese concert before >__<). It’s actually beautiful. I wish I was God’s child. At lease then I would protected and none of the problems I’m having would be a problem. Bleugh.
And OMG I’M ACTUALLY FREAKING OUT OVER GOING TO UNIVERSITY. I’ve woken up twice from nightmares about being lonely crying my eyes out. Just allow being lonely. It makes me feel so useless and powerless and that I just want the whole world to swallow me up with all the people I love so that they don’t leave me…
That was a bit naïve right? >.< but I do hope that no one will ever leave me… please don’t… and I dedicate Khalil Fong’s version of Nothing’s Gonna Change My Love For You to all the people I care about. <3
I feel so deflated now. BUT IT’S ALL OUT OF ME. Aja aja hwaiting Alaine Sung. ^^ and fingers crossed that your luck is good…
<3
