If wishes came true, I would wish that you could see my feelings for you.
I would wish that you could see how I cringe and panic and get all flustered when I talk to you.
I would wish that you could see the smile that creeps on to my face when I think about you.
I would wish that you could tell me everything.
I would wish that you could see how upset and worried I get when we don't speak.
I wish that you could see the smug look I have on my face when I deny liking you because I'm embarrassed.
I would wish for us to be friends forever and ever.
I would wish that we could make truly amazing memories.
I would wish that I could be there for you.
I would wish for these days to come true.
If only wishes came true.
Well if the wishing stars are listening tonight, I wish that you cast a spell over me.
A spell that could disable"love"
I don't think I could ever deal with it.
I'm not even going out with this boy and I've convinced myself I like him.
Ha.
How awkward.
My heart is wavering again.
I'm holding back my tears again.
But this isn't how I want to live.
Like other parts of my life seem to be on its way, but like why is it so empty and lonely here?
Am I not destined for it?
Well can you please stop messing with me and just tell me if I'm not?
Please?
I want to know what it's like to be in love but you keep rejecting me.
Hasn't 19 years of loneliness been a good enough punishment?
How much longer?
I think I'll be extinct like dinosaurs by the time you know how I feel about you..
Today: A 0/10. F+
