I don't know why I miss you so much today..
I'm feeling so empty..

There's a missing gap in my chest somewhere..

Why is saying goodbye so horrible?

Can't someone come and fill in the gap like how they fill in potholes in the road?

I feel like I'm just a shell of a person again...

My heart is just elsewhere..

Why is it always me who gets left behind?

Why is it me who's always the fool who thought everything would be okay?

Why do I believe everything I'm told?

Why am I so stupid?

Who made me this stupid person? 

If I was clever, then I would have known that you didn't like me...

I would have known not to fall for you

I would have known not to believe all the sweet and cute things that happened

Then I wouldn't have to be sat here stupidly trying to stop the tears 

I wouldn't have to try and forget what an amazing person you are and I wouldn't have to start believing that you didn't like me...

What am I doing?

I still believe you'll come back into my life...

I still hope that you will...

I'm going fucking crazy here

People say follow your heart sometimes... Look where it's got me now...

I don't know what to believe in now.

There's nothing left.

Love? It's the biggest bullshit that I believe for the last time.

"I love you"? The three words that hurt more than "I hate you"

Boys? Untrustworthy bastards who only know how to mess girls around with their fickle feelings and fucking lies they tell just to get in your pants. They're full of shit and need to grow a pair.

Me? I'm feeling like the biggest piece of shit, elephant dung needs to jog on.

Life lesson: Never give your heart out to anyone no matter what they say to you. You can only trust yourself in this world. The only person who won't make you cry. The only person who can't hurt you.