We we're watching a film today and it reminded me of our old times.

The way you would come round and we would squish up together, with my feet tucked up under your leg, your hand on my thighs. You would help choose a film to watch seeing as you're so super dorky and passionate about films. You would get over excited about a film or a director and you would end up leaning forward, raving about something I never understood with my limited film knowledge. You would then be "satisfied" after your recommendation and lean back to tell me in a little more detail and kiss me on the forehead.

During the films, you would always be super dorky and annoyingly laugh at bits before it would even come up or dorkily commentate on the film. Such a film geek. But you were also so sweet at times too. You know I get freaked out easily so you would nudge me to get my attention and turn my focus on you. Sometimes you would cover my eyes for me or you would pull me close towards your chest and keep me there until it wasn't stupidly scary again. Then at times, you were so super cute when you would stare at me until I looked at you. But I would be too interested in the film and turn your head back to the film. You would comply for a moment, then carry on staring! I used to get paranoid I had something on my face because of that. But then we would just naturally fall into a kiss. It was super sweet. Sometimes I would even back away just as you closed your eyes to tease you, then you would smile as you clocked on and kiss me again. This would carry on during the film as we "spoke french" as G and S would say and I would start to get sleepy and lean on your shoulder to sleep. You never failed to kiss me on the head and hold my hand or play with my fingers.

I guess this is just another thing I will have to try and forget... Amongst the list of everything else I should press the "Delete" or "Backspace" button to...