I am seriously so close to giving up on you. I might as well. You don't give two fucks and I don't want to carry on being the fool who doesn't know anything. I'm kept so in the dark from whatever you do and I just get strung along. I don't think my already broken heart can take any more battering. You clearly don't care and for you, I'm giving up a lot. I've rejected so many people who would treat me better than you do. People who appreciate and treat me better. But for some crazy ass reason my eyes look only at you. My heart keeps wanting more. But I'm too scared. I don't want to be without you. What's pathetic is that I'm even too scared to tell you what I'm feeling. I guess I will just keep liking you until whenever my heart stops thinking about you. It isn't fair. I wish I could be as heartless as you and move on. But I can't. I'm stuck in this rut. Like I know my feelings won't end for you and I'm tired of being "just friends". No fucking solution. None at all.