I'm so pissed off that I even had to say those words out loud to you. I thought they would never happen.

Sleeping next to you feels so unfamiliar and so uncomfortable. I used to yearn for that feeling of being safe and next to you. But now I feel like we're strangers forced into a bed. Today whatever you said triggered a bomb inside of me. It really did hurt me. The way you said it. That flash of hate in your eyes. All I did was try and grab your attention. Things escalate and now we're in this position. I don't even feel any emotion because I, deep down, don't want this to be true.