today is the 22nd of july.
i cried like the river nile today. ¬¬ FML.
aishhhhhh I HATE THE FEELING OF LIKE LEAVING SOMEONE/SOMEONE LEAVING YOU....
its so horrible and when reality hits u.. its so like cruellllll.
one of my best chingus left today for HK for a whole month without me.
ONE WHOLE FREAKING MONTH.
i wont be able to do so many things with this palbae of mine u know ¬¬
i usually talk with her like 476379856478657846339875638765783 times a day. its actually kinda sad BUT NAHHHHH everyone loves it <3... noo??? WELL SCREW U GUYS! >:] kekeke
like we ring each other basically everyday
like we text each other like basically everytime something happens n we want to tell each other
like we talk on msn and facebook and like PEE EVERYONE OFF with our endless chats bout god knows what (like SHINee)
like we have school n we would chat everyday
>.< it may sound like im being a MASSIVE cry baby n im like exaggerating n shiz but im really not >.<
although a month is like nothing compared to a lifetime... a loss some ppl have to deal with.. it still gets me. the emptiness that comes with the loss is so unbearable. i actually praise and envy the ppl who can deal with loss so amazingly well.. >.<
chongmal sad times. made me all dehydrated now. UBER FAILS.
so i want to make a promise to myself today that i will do my best to prevent any more sad times like these from happening <3 i want to make sure that i dont ever lose my family and friends.. they just mean so much to me ^^ ...i would be so lonely if it wasnt for them >.< and i hope that i can see them all smile and laugh and be healthy and safe <3
SARANGHAEYO my chingus and my umma appa oppa dongsaengs ahjussis ahjummas halapochi n my halmonis and the rest of my family <3 >.<
laves ^^ x x x
