25.01.11
Weather: Cold and a little bit wet. Bleurghhh.
I got an offer from Royal Holloway. Althought it's not my first choice, it's kind of comforting knowing that I am wanted somewhere ^___^
Well done to my baby Alex! <3 WELL DONE BUBBA! I knew you could do it! You're actually amazing at art. A child prodigy. ^__^ well not quite child prodigy... more like teenage prodigy! >__< LOL
I'm so stressed about everything. NO LIE. ¬__¬ I HAVE EXPLODED IN LIKE SPOTS. Like all over my face. IT'S HORRENDOUS >__< makes me want to die!
I should be doing art BUT I CAN'T FOCUS. ¬__¬ AISHHH.
I feel like cinderella atm. Which is quite ironic as I'm currently watching Cinderella's Sister... >__<
Today my little brother had some teeth pulled out >__< bless his cotton socks! But like he gets some special treatment.. I know I shouldn't be jealous of anything because it is scary having teeth pulled out and painful. My mum like gave him a huge hug as soon as she saw him. I never got one when I had my teeth pulled out.. She made him like congee (this is like the chinese version of like watery rice? LOL sounds gross but it's actually okay ^^) but when I had my teeth pulled out.. I just ate normally.. Normal food.. Nothing special for me. She's also been pestering me to look after him more.. Nobody really cares. >__< I feel shunned like Cinderella was... Like I'm only wanted when I'm useful? Is that really all I'm worth? >.<
Another thing that's on my mind.. I know how X is going through some bad time and I shouldn't bother X anymore. But I need to ask X.. What am I doing wrong? For once you have me a really horrible look. One that has been troubling me all day. I'm sorry if I did something to offend you but if it really did hurt you why can't you tell me? Then you make some weird comment to me. Are you trying to hint something to me? It kills me when you do this to me. I know something's wrong. You can't hide it from me. Now you don't talk to me as much.. thanks. Thanks...
I have an exam tomorrow.. I shall be off now. Art coursework is calling for me. And for once, food isn't calling my name...
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